I spent my day today operating onsugar. And I am very much elated that i can work this site. Like finally after months abandoning it. :D

Goodbye Livejournal. Hello Onsugar. For now.

Life hasn't be great for me since the past few weeks. I dont know why. I feel that its really hard on me to put up. I don't enjoy it like how i am supposed to. I had never felt this desolated before. And this Ramadhan, the experience is just overwhelming and too unfavourable for me to accept. Maybe things have changed, so does human. Perhaps i should try to accept the fact and not putting any high mark on it. Things have turned sour and i can't make any decision for my own. How old am i again? Im not a toy that can be toyed with. Im not a toddler who can't have the right to decide for herself. I seek understanding. That's all.

I need a getaway. Hopefully the trip to Sydney are able to heal everything. I should have kept my head held high. I really should.

And i really hope i can get back my 'home'. I hate to be living in a condition where there are no conversation presence. I am so not looking foward for Eid. And this Ramadhan, i dont feel anything special about it this year.

Im spending my time today blog-hopping random blogs and i came across this video from Sabby Mcguire's blog. --> rise-to-the-occasion.blogspot.com



Funny i tell you. i thought it's like a ghost thinggy (7th month nearing mah..haha). Perhaps this can work in cinemas.Irritating bugger la those hp no silent one.

I wanna hit the movies again. But fasting month nearing and that means i can't have my sweet popcorn to munch on while watching. Boring or what.

Talking about fasting month- the holy month of Ramadhan(One more day to go), i think it's time for me to self-discipline myself. hehehe

15 August 2009
Suprise Birthday celebration at Sembahwang Park from Baby's family.
Omg. I was jaw-dropped. I didn't expect it coming at all. Thank you so much. I really appreciate everything that they did. From the planning and the barbeque. Didn't expect that they went to that extent to celebrate my birthday- not even part of their family.
Best part- SATAY! which i've longed crave for! and of course the whole celebration la..
Thank you so much. Loves! <33

16 August 2009
Start of the day with my beloved family. Mom and dad bought me a cookie monster choc cake. I almost didnt want to cut it cause it looks extremely CUTE. Thank you my family! loves!<333

Later part of the day;
Celebration of both of mine and Ana's birthday from my beloved lovely girlfriends! It was definitely a good old time spent and laughters. Thank you so much my girlfriends. Love you all. Years of friendship and now we are growing so well and beautiful. Thank you so much for the day. Appreciate it so much. Loves! <33

I am definitely the happiest girl in the world! =))))

Im procrastinating now on whether to change to my old blogger.should i, should i not?
Im clueless on how onsugar. works. -__- so i guess, ill choose the old ways of internet diary perhaps.

Been searching for videos over on Youtube. And i must say that this song is definitely the best single in 2009.

Battlefield-Jordin sparks
'One minute its love
And suddenly its like a battle-field'
How true is that? even a small slightest mistake, it would be big in a matter of time.
Thank god our relationship is maturing as compared to before. 2 years 4months and still going strong. Alhamdulilah.


On the other hand, i can't wait to wear the Vans shoe Hasif bought for me.
Believe it or not, this is my first Vans shoe after been living for like 19 years. Had always been wanting a skate shoe.
This month style- Skater girl -__-

Finally.. we can let loose our shoulders coz FYP1 had just wind down its curtain. After 12 weeks of hardship trying to get over doing the report and meetings, we are definitely free from all this until the next FYP2.- Which will starts like, ermm, this friday? SIGH..


And, Beloved Girlfriend just had a break-up. And worst, she is scared to death when the EX-boyfriend just appeared in front of her house out of a sudden to beg her for a new start. Oh come on boy, u're done here. And definitely what u got yesterday was just like a pinch on ur hand. You've ought to derserve a serious trashing and bashing. What u did was worst than a dog. She was strong enough, I am proud of you girl. It hurts to see u looking so shagged and unproper just now. Its just hurts to see you in that state. Please don't make him to do this to you. Where is my Miss Sunshine? Take good care of yourself, girlfriend. We are here for you, forever will. Remember that.