Sydney has been brought foward to 24th. which means i will be coming back on the 30th instead. Somehow i feel that the changes are better this way cause i ain't wanna feel this certain way anymore. Things have been pretty rough and hard these few weeks. I think its best for me to get over and done with for September. Im not that looking foward for Eid's too. Guess im just loosing the touch of this festive as i grow older.

Had iftar with Girlfriends. Its been years since we had a full strength of everyone's for our outings. Somehow, im just wondering if us humans can start to be forgiving to each other after what has been in the past. Cause i felt that it's a fuck-up situation for a group of friends who went out together but still be having grudges against each other and pretended the otherwise. What's worth the years of friendships without having some level of maturity and understanding. Cause i had enough to make plans to satisfy everyone's wish.

I should start planning on what to bring for Sydney now. Hates that last-minute rush.